I've decided that I'm moving forward with my decision. My boss says our arrangement won't harm our office relationship, but I'm still a little wary. But I really need the money, especially with my husband still out of work. And, besides, I get laid while earning extra cash. No harm, no foul. John has always been good to me, but he said there isn't any money within the company budget to justify an on-paper raise or promotion. But he is willing to pay me cash and give me gifts if I take care of him at home. What the hell. After all, I am his secretary.